This morning my stomach have alarm me to wake up at 2.30 am, I can really remember the time as I thought is already morning 6.00am. So I take my phone and see what time is it now, when I see the time only I start to mumble and say why is it so early alarms me to go shitting. So I have to get up and go toilet to shitting, at the mean time I think back maybe what I eat afternoon earlier have problem as one of my colleague also feel so sick after eating the chicken rice. So I stop thinking about it and keep on praying that it can end all the shitting ASAP, because I'm so tired to squat there and my leg feel so numb. So after finish my business at toilet, I proceed back to my bed and have a nice sleep. Out of sudden my stomach upper part start to alarm me again and I thought I have not finished my shitting but when I touch my upper stomach I feel cram and I know that my old friend gastric come and visit me. Last time I gastric was in form 4 and I keep it so good until yesterday damn pain. It make me unable to sleep first then start to seat at the side of the bed and hugging my stomach feel like my stomach something is going to come out. Damn pain, what I can do that time is crying lo and goes to fridge to eat some pill. But still no help at all and I start to cry and wanted to ask brother to fetch me to clinic but I think that time no clinic open. This pain has disturb my sleep from 3.30 am – 6.30am, and I can't stand just keep on make myself sleep. Forcing myself not to think about it, but sleep until 2 hours the pain start again.
Until now my pain come and goes, like something just can't stop to make you suffer. Later, if there is a choice I hope not to see doctor as I keep on praying that my gastric friend gone. My last time being this pain when I was in Wangsa Maju also, not enough money to eat my dinner and I have to suffer some skip meal. But this time I don't understand what is going on. But anyhow, thanks to all my friend who really care for me. Especially Ruben Yap, asked me to go see doctor. But too bad that I hate doctor very much unless is necessary (or too desperate to see)
That time I really want to call him
But when I think, why should I call him
As we are only Friends….
LYDIA
