BEASTLY

Beastly movie not as i expected nice, story line so so only. Maybe I put too much of the cartoon movie on it, I thought is like beauty & the beast story line. I know cartoon is very hard to make it real romance story. But i do interested in Sanctum too bad my movie kaki no longer want to bother me anymore. I know we can't be like last time so friendly already, just because I have confess? Sigh..... I really want to know where did i when wrong lo.... never mind la since is past very long time, i shall not to remember it anymore. Probably we should be like this for long long time till either Him or me to make one step to make some fun again, just because of this we no longer so friend liao~ sigh....

Back to movie, i think Beastly have a great lesson that Humans need to learn. "Don't Judge a Book by its Cover" this story though a little bit boring but i like the handsome guy & the ending ** Kinda fake** but i think one day, just one day i can find a guy who do not judge you by outside part of my body. But truly understand me & accept me who i really am. **though i know there is no such Man in the world already**

THINGS THAT NEED TO BE CHANGE

Every year talking about my resolution and every time i can't even make it success I'm kinda started to have hard heart to be faithful in GB, wanted to run away from Malaysia for 3 Years or maybe more than that. Wanted to continue my studies & part time job, wanted to renovate my room and decorate my house. A lot of thing I wanted to do, but thing have bother me about. What else beside salary.... I have been work in CITP FULL 3 years what I got is nothing, when something when wrong blaming is already expected. Beside blaming what else we will do? solve problem lo or else what for who going to solve? But problem is pin pointing was not a solution at the first place. Every time there is problem for sure you can see the true face for each and everyone of them. Yes every company will have this same problem, but before pin point at least they solve it then question you. Actually I really regret want to help in Company camp, because I start to feel so lazy!! gosh what have make me like this out of sudden? is it because too long break?

Today we 'yam cha' at ABC Cheras, we discuss about the problem in CITP in between 3 of us, probably what we about to tell boss won't take action by them. But what we can do as a staff? Voice up but no action taken, each time want to voice up but what we have answer always the same "ok we will change" or "soon we will change" everything is soon soon and soon, soon until we leave? Boss word we can't really take it as granted and we also can't believe what they say was totally true. Honestly at my age now no saving really really unsecure, not because i used it to travel is because the salary. Everyone saying i'm stupid, why stay you should have gone last time? I keep on asking why i want to stay???? What for I work hard for? What for I always work hard a word of praise also don't have.

One time, boss really break my heart. First thing, Does EVERYONE WILL NOT HAVE MISTAKE? Does EVERYONE 100% PERFECT? no right, everyone sure will have mistake no matter how long you work in the company. What makes my hearts break, I still remember Prudential Shanghai, all of us work like hell. Each and everyone of us really work till so late, than one day me & cindy (operation manager) work from 9am - 7 am than we go back and sleep just 4 hours 12pm we come back and work & all i have do all this, nothing not a word to praise you. NOTHING AT ALL but except for Cindy 'GOOD JOB CINDY' boss only praise her "Cindy have help us a lot for pru and work till morning 7am" hey i also have help, but do boss mention about this? no, not at all. Just one person who get all the good thing, from that day onwards i promise myself not worth it to work for them so late, just a praise word NOT INCREMENT also they can't even give to me. My hard work only GOD know & some of my colleague know, the boss know 'act don't know'. Sometimes i ask myself, why that time i stay to help them in Shanghai. If i go that time i really no need to stay so late for them. Anyway now say anything also useless. Sigh, every time talk about this incident i sure T.T....

I want to go away from CITP, which is changing!!! not just growing, but they are not getting serious about staff anymore... question is LYDIA WHAT FOR YOU WANT TO STAY IN SMALL COMPANY? SINCE IS SO SUFFER WHY NOT SUFFER IN BIG COMPANY WHICH THEY HAVE SOP!!!! I still thinking.....

Tomorrow, one of my colleague is going to face boss for tender of resignation letter. Shall see will they ask her to stay and change!!! Good luck!!!

GOOD NEWS!!!!!

My Brother Lee Yi Liang finally in relationship status la!!!!! I'm very happy for him....... Glad that he really brave to tell, well actually the girl ask ah kor what is their relationship only ah kor tell.... hehehe but i really really happy for him, i really wish them can have a real good relationship together and happily ever after.... 'fairytale story'

My celebration of Valentine this year, with all my friends..... lovely!!!! First i accompany Wai Yee or can say we pak toh'ing at Shabu Shabu steamboat, Kuchai Lama.... and i'm really really so full and is worth for me~ lol

Then i continue my celebration with another gang of friends at Newway, Cheras Plaza. Kinda Fun to sing with them......

Is valentine & is also a future anniversary for them!!!!

MY LIFE IS SO PERFECT WITH PRAYER

                      This few week, I have been keep on praying for my trip everything need to be done. And I pray that I'm able to have a save journey when i reach there, and I have no worry at all on the other side my friend Karyn she kind of worry a lot of thing. Maybe because she have no believer or what so ever the reason is, I really pray hard every single day on my way to work, before sleep and even when all my colleague scared me this and that. I still feel so secure after praying to God that I have to be done by this and that, nothing need to worry about. After all my friend she saw a news saying that UK H1N1 was very seriously and she ask me to go take some vaccination from clinic to prevent. Doctor say the vaccine only take effect after 2 weeks which mean when we arrive there is still not yet effect. Well when is time for you to meet God up there, what ever you done have no used at all right? I’m just pray what ever I feel uncomfortable with it, and I just leave it to God to plan and guide me all the way long. Isn’t it much more easy to share your difficulties than you have to plan all way long to make sure you are secure? hermmmph

                       After this what I need is winter glove, winter cap, winter cloths & jacket. I will keep on asking people to borrow, because is only once in a life time you used it. After all I will be damn poor because of this trip, but poor for a worth lo. Hehehehe, now i keep on chasing the Citibank for supplementary card to be done ASAP before i fly to London….

                      Beside all my trip problem, I still enjoying my holiday during weekend. Last week, I been to Luna bar with Karyn & we manage to take the picture of our Corn tower. Wow, as a Malaysian we were so pity that we don’t take any picture of it. After taking the picture I go to join Kor Kor to eat steamboat at Ulake (don know how to spell) coming up I’m counting down for my trip to London….. London here I come, wait for me snow!!!!!

                      Although I always feel that I have not blessed with good thing, but I think London trip was my best Christmas present ever!!!!! thanks to the LORD!!!!!

Lydia :)

FINALLY!!!!!

Finally i told him what i feel, although i got no answer but i think is consider a reject??? Maybe he too shocking that i suddenly tell him what i feel….

lol~ anyway I really want to share this, after i told him thru msn, my whole body like flooding above the air…. i just felt that i release already, and i feel so light…. great to have me again the 2nd rejection…. hahaha… ohhh no i sot jor… i feel like i felt in love with rejection??? omgosh… i must be crazy… but this feeling feel like there is a hope but then actually is the end… is totally different from the first time i confess and he reject… hempppp i wonder y?

Things won’t stop me from crazy  & enjoying my holiday: -

“Preparing to go out”

“My dinner… pizza hut the new cheezy” pssss (Not Nice)

“Small kids always fight ==’’’

“Sisters”

“Release after confess”

Lydia

Hope & Pray that all the word you speak out is true until the end of both of yours life...

This is my dream wedding too... lol but mine different.... at beach side.... lol....

HIKING AT BROGA HILL - 10/10/10

Early Morning at 4.45am we depart from my house to Broga hill, I was so exhausted and sleepy... But one thing is good that i finally can bring lucky together to go hiking at broga hill. At first lucky was so excited because she loved to go out so much, then when we arrive she just can't wait for others and go up there.... Duchess and Karyn was so slow behind while lucky running up and i have to chase her... ==''

She smell and find way down, surprise me is she was damn active..

The City Light... can you see Eric's house... lolzz

She lying down doesn't mean she no energy to bark ppl... gosh so noisy

Finally the moment we waited for... although not very clear...

Here is the view... i love it so much & i really can share with lucky this one... good

Then me & lucky go back to meet up Karyn & duchess at the first stop..

See She still so energetic... zhar dou =='''

Lastly lucky still need to down awhile....

And last thing i wanted to share to all of you out there.... There is one Brainless auntie who say this "Tak tahu ke ini tempat beriadah, kenapa bawa anjing. Memang tak guna otak lah orang ni..." and i think we should say this stupid Malay Auntie, this place is public place where by not stated no pets allow and if you have the power ask bandaraya or those Malay authority brainless one to crazy with you and put the sign there no pets allow la!!!! Auntie you know what is bullshit??? 1 Malaysia kah this one? All the young Malays have no comment but this auntie, if I not respect you. I directly scold you & humiliate you in front of our people, and I didn't do that because I respect you as Auntie which is Brainless AUNTIE.... From other planet which is Brainless Mars.... Here is my friend statement: -

Went hiking at Broga this morning with our dogs. There's this 'M pig' really pissing us off. While people came near us to play and take pics with Duchess and Lucky there's this voice behind me saying... "Tak tahu ke ini tempat beriadah, kenapa bawa anjing. Memang tak guna otak lah orang ni..." I was like "wtf!". First of all, there isn't any sign saying that 'no dog allowed'. Second, I don't see there's any problem by bringing our dogs and it's none of your pig business as long as we pick up their poop! Third, majority of people staying in Broga is CHINESE which means this is a CHINESE TERRITORY and not your territory you 'M Pig'!. If you wish to hike at a dog free place, go somewhere else, or better still... STAY AT HOME! You're one sick lady shame on you!
See, this is the problem with Malaysia, we just can't bring our dogs anywhere! No dog in the park! No dog in the mall! No dog at beach! Grrrrr Fuck!!!!

FUCK Her, what is this country again????? Don't forget you Malay Cops still need dog for your search engine lo!!!! Without them, you ask those stupid cat to smell thing la!!!! so clever ma... Actually is the Auntie problem and I drag this problem to the Cops pulak.. Just this stupid auntie who speak this word and i remember until the end of the day.... I Pray that she will get bite from Dog, not a normal dog wor, by those 'rottweiler' and i shall bring Fion's Rottweiler to her!!!... Amen Wuhoooooo Song a~

Here is the brainless auntie i talk about: -

What the Fuck Women!!!! Geramnye....

Actually is a fun try together with duchess & lucky

but have spoil by this stupid maniac Malay auntie

And I know that she is not one of the 1 Malaysia

Which I think this should suit her

1 Brainless Malay Auntie.....

During our journey down hill there is another dog

poodle lolz which this little poodle bark her..

No la dirty the little poodle's voice... better let the

Rottweiler settle her...

Lydia ;)