AH LAU BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

Uncle Lau finally reach at the age of 23, Wow so fast pass those years we been know each other...... Feel like our life just a short journey and awaiting to go to heaven... emmm although he say don want to celebrate but a little yam cha ceremony is enough for him. Just something we do when Ah ling birthday yet before ah ling, quincy already practiced that... Actually we though we are going to Genting... but then the Main Character don't want to go because of his girl friend tomorrow need go seat for exam and of cause i already expected this... As main character don't want to join, why are we go?



Well Fion and Ah Tan also got come but then they just come and send Chole to Tsim Thung, seat for awhile and left, because fion need to go home.... I have a bad feeling about my birthday celebration.... Because i know that no one would have plan a celebration for me, i wish to go genting but there is no one will go with me plus they will say they need to this and that. And i understand that as i'm not some one special like they have.... I'm just Lydia that hae to celebrate with lucky... T.T Anyway if i have a car which is 1.3cc and above i sure will go there once a month. But too bad that my little Viva unable to support the hills.



Kind of disappointed when think about that.... but i do pray that i will have some small surprise lo~ haizzzz

FINALY LYDIA IS BACK

Wuhooooo!!! Lydia finally back to normal… No need to worry and think about him anymore, who I think this is truly is MYSELF rather than to worry this and that. Ahahaha… I finally think that he has no feeling towards me and I know that I think too much already. Now when I think back what I felt towards him is just waste of my time, because people is not thinking about me anymore he have another people who need to think and spend with. Why I still want to be so stubborn about that? Why shall I want to know about the truth? Some times better not to know then the result have failed us. I know this is kind of escape from problem you are facing, but in fact we will maintain good friend and there is no need to embarrass anything isn't it so great to maintain two thing for both of us? Wow this is awesome that I finally think that I'm great and better…. This is new me and I think that I not wasting my time anymore.

I spend my time now only to my little lucky. And I been thinking, why should I worry about that which God have all the plan for me… and I just need to put all my faith on HIM, and I believe that Lord give me the best for me… but although sometimes he will look for me to chat my heart still beat so fast, but I think time will prove everything.

That day I go to church, and I am so excited about it because I finally have time to stay in KL and going nowhere but to service…. Hahaha I'm very excited about it. And that is the time I learn Faith/ Love / Hope…

 

By Lydia

ANOTHER WEEK PASSED

This weekend ended with normal things have happen, and i'm so exited again to go back to Church service. Already missed my service for 1 Month plus, and i really really miss the service so much.... especially when we praising God with songs, really miss all the people there.
From Monday to Friday i just keep on thinking about him and i keep on dream about the fantasy land... But after declaration yesterday with him i know that he only treat me as a sister.... And what he think is only a Brother and Sister relationship but i do enjoy the movie with him... When he put his hand behind yesterday after the movie, i really wanted to take his hand and say i hope to be your girl friend but luckily i did not because when he send me back that time i ask him usually which road you used to go home. Then he say he will used pass by Leisure Mall's road... is nearer wor...
So after all i no need to think so much right? Well at least you know this is it. and you do have memorable time with him lo.... And right now he really sad that he miss his friend from Korea so much, i do hope that he will be ok after awhile.... Need time to cure just like me....