Wuhooooo!!! Lydia finally back to normal… No need to worry and think about him anymore, who I think this is truly is MYSELF rather than to worry this and that. Ahahaha… I finally think that he has no feeling towards me and I know that I think too much already. Now when I think back what I felt towards him is just waste of my time, because people is not thinking about me anymore he have another people who need to think and spend with. Why I still want to be so stubborn about that? Why shall I want to know about the truth? Some times better not to know then the result have failed us. I know this is kind of escape from problem you are facing, but in fact we will maintain good friend and there is no need to embarrass anything isn't it so great to maintain two thing for both of us? Wow this is awesome that I finally think that I'm great and better…. This is new me and I think that I not wasting my time anymore.
I spend my time now only to my little lucky. And I been thinking, why should I worry about that which God have all the plan for me… and I just need to put all my faith on HIM, and I believe that Lord give me the best for me… but although sometimes he will look for me to chat my heart still beat so fast, but I think time will prove everything.
That day I go to church, and I am so excited about it because I finally have time to stay in KL and going nowhere but to service…. Hahaha I'm very excited about it. And that is the time I learn Faith/ Love / Hope…
By Lydia
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