MY LIFE IS SO PERFECT WITH PRAYER

                      This few week, I have been keep on praying for my trip everything need to be done. And I pray that I'm able to have a save journey when i reach there, and I have no worry at all on the other side my friend Karyn she kind of worry a lot of thing. Maybe because she have no believer or what so ever the reason is, I really pray hard every single day on my way to work, before sleep and even when all my colleague scared me this and that. I still feel so secure after praying to God that I have to be done by this and that, nothing need to worry about. After all my friend she saw a news saying that UK H1N1 was very seriously and she ask me to go take some vaccination from clinic to prevent. Doctor say the vaccine only take effect after 2 weeks which mean when we arrive there is still not yet effect. Well when is time for you to meet God up there, what ever you done have no used at all right? I’m just pray what ever I feel uncomfortable with it, and I just leave it to God to plan and guide me all the way long. Isn’t it much more easy to share your difficulties than you have to plan all way long to make sure you are secure? hermmmph

                       After this what I need is winter glove, winter cap, winter cloths & jacket. I will keep on asking people to borrow, because is only once in a life time you used it. After all I will be damn poor because of this trip, but poor for a worth lo. Hehehehe, now i keep on chasing the Citibank for supplementary card to be done ASAP before i fly to London….

                      Beside all my trip problem, I still enjoying my holiday during weekend. Last week, I been to Luna bar with Karyn & we manage to take the picture of our Corn tower. Wow, as a Malaysian we were so pity that we don’t take any picture of it. After taking the picture I go to join Kor Kor to eat steamboat at Ulake (don know how to spell) coming up I’m counting down for my trip to London….. London here I come, wait for me snow!!!!!

                      Although I always feel that I have not blessed with good thing, but I think London trip was my best Christmas present ever!!!!! thanks to the LORD!!!!!

Lydia :)

FINALLY!!!!!

Finally i told him what i feel, although i got no answer but i think is consider a reject??? Maybe he too shocking that i suddenly tell him what i feel….

lol~ anyway I really want to share this, after i told him thru msn, my whole body like flooding above the air…. i just felt that i release already, and i feel so light…. great to have me again the 2nd rejection…. hahaha… ohhh no i sot jor… i feel like i felt in love with rejection??? omgosh… i must be crazy… but this feeling feel like there is a hope but then actually is the end… is totally different from the first time i confess and he reject… hempppp i wonder y?

Things won’t stop me from crazy  & enjoying my holiday: -

“Preparing to go out”

“My dinner… pizza hut the new cheezy” pssss (Not Nice)

“Small kids always fight ==’’’

“Sisters”

“Release after confess”

Lydia

Hope & Pray that all the word you speak out is true until the end of both of yours life...

This is my dream wedding too... lol but mine different.... at beach side.... lol....

HIKING AT BROGA HILL - 10/10/10

Early Morning at 4.45am we depart from my house to Broga hill, I was so exhausted and sleepy... But one thing is good that i finally can bring lucky together to go hiking at broga hill. At first lucky was so excited because she loved to go out so much, then when we arrive she just can't wait for others and go up there.... Duchess and Karyn was so slow behind while lucky running up and i have to chase her... ==''

She smell and find way down, surprise me is she was damn active..

The City Light... can you see Eric's house... lolzz

She lying down doesn't mean she no energy to bark ppl... gosh so noisy

Finally the moment we waited for... although not very clear...

Here is the view... i love it so much & i really can share with lucky this one... good

Then me & lucky go back to meet up Karyn & duchess at the first stop..

See She still so energetic... zhar dou =='''

Lastly lucky still need to down awhile....

And last thing i wanted to share to all of you out there.... There is one Brainless auntie who say this "Tak tahu ke ini tempat beriadah, kenapa bawa anjing. Memang tak guna otak lah orang ni..." and i think we should say this stupid Malay Auntie, this place is public place where by not stated no pets allow and if you have the power ask bandaraya or those Malay authority brainless one to crazy with you and put the sign there no pets allow la!!!! Auntie you know what is bullshit??? 1 Malaysia kah this one? All the young Malays have no comment but this auntie, if I not respect you. I directly scold you & humiliate you in front of our people, and I didn't do that because I respect you as Auntie which is Brainless AUNTIE.... From other planet which is Brainless Mars.... Here is my friend statement: -

Went hiking at Broga this morning with our dogs. There's this 'M pig' really pissing us off. While people came near us to play and take pics with Duchess and Lucky there's this voice behind me saying... "Tak tahu ke ini tempat beriadah, kenapa bawa anjing. Memang tak guna otak lah orang ni..." I was like "wtf!". First of all, there isn't any sign saying that 'no dog allowed'. Second, I don't see there's any problem by bringing our dogs and it's none of your pig business as long as we pick up their poop! Third, majority of people staying in Broga is CHINESE which means this is a CHINESE TERRITORY and not your territory you 'M Pig'!. If you wish to hike at a dog free place, go somewhere else, or better still... STAY AT HOME! You're one sick lady shame on you!
See, this is the problem with Malaysia, we just can't bring our dogs anywhere! No dog in the park! No dog in the mall! No dog at beach! Grrrrr Fuck!!!!

FUCK Her, what is this country again????? Don't forget you Malay Cops still need dog for your search engine lo!!!! Without them, you ask those stupid cat to smell thing la!!!! so clever ma... Actually is the Auntie problem and I drag this problem to the Cops pulak.. Just this stupid auntie who speak this word and i remember until the end of the day.... I Pray that she will get bite from Dog, not a normal dog wor, by those 'rottweiler' and i shall bring Fion's Rottweiler to her!!!... Amen Wuhoooooo Song a~

Here is the brainless auntie i talk about: -

What the Fuck Women!!!! Geramnye....

Actually is a fun try together with duchess & lucky

but have spoil by this stupid maniac Malay auntie

And I know that she is not one of the 1 Malaysia

Which I think this should suit her

1 Brainless Malay Auntie.....

During our journey down hill there is another dog

poodle lolz which this little poodle bark her..

No la dirty the little poodle's voice... better let the

Rottweiler settle her...

Lydia ;)

GENTING ALONE WITH MYSELF AND MY THOUGHTS

Wow Genting here is so happening, whereby you can see 2am still people are hanging out chit chatting with all their friends and family. Isn’t it nice to have a bunch of friend/ family to hang out with? Well for this moment I don’t think so that friends/family could help me on this. Purpose to come here alone is because I really want to know whether I like him or I love him. I really don’t even understand myself and my thoughts at all, this is very dangerous for me. First time I’m telling myself doesn’t understand me? Not to say my friends or family, even me myself I also don’t know what I’m thinking and acting.

But one thing I really want to find out that do I like him or Love him, this question need to be solve before I wanted to tell him how I feel. Yes sometimes I do miss him, but sometimes I just hate him so much!!!! He doesn’t even want to bother anymore like previously he does. But anyway I don’t think I will confess to him what I feel about him, because I think surround him there is a better choice. Being so childish of me doesn’t help at all but is making the situation worst. I don’t know what he think about me, but for me I really need to figure it out what actually my feeling are, and what I want from him.

As Fion say, doesn’t matter what is the answer, please maintain the friendship you and him have previously and not because you feel so embarrass about to confess the feeling. And Ling say, if you don’t tell now you sure will regret because you don’t know what will happen in future. Human so strange, or can say I’m so strange. Because every friend around me encourage me to confess to him but I choose not to confess because I really don’t know I like him or I Love him…. I really in the mist of confusing or maybe misunderstanding about his act/ speak… at here I keep on asking Whether I like him or Love him why not just tell him what I feel about? Why is it so hard to speak from my mouth or SMS him? I think because I felt that I’m so unsure that is why I still keep quiet and think about it so deep.

Hello I’m Lydia what!!!!! Nothings could have bother me, just a relationship have make me unreasonable and act not like me? No No No I should have act my own self not other people to get to the answer… I think I figure it out what should I do and not to think so much anymore. For this moment I think I better focus on my purpose of my life and work hard to migrate to US…. I’m working very hard on it, and I wish my mom can go to US again next year, by 2013 I go that time maybe I won’t come back to Malaysia!!! I mean hope my mom will not come back to Malaysia and work at US. So that I have my path way to there already….

Finally, fresh airs in Genting really make me refresh my mind and think it deep down in my heart. No one else but me to figure it out isn’t it? Well all the answer I have is to focus on what I want no more bothering anything and worry of nothing when I have strongly set what I want. I have my own car and I want to go anywhere I like and I want, no one is going to stop me because I have my own way!! Although sometimes I’m alone but I do feel the time to get to know myself better.
Hope Genting here will not polluted by those smokers…. Because they have polluted my lungs… well got to end this…

My cup of Chocolate Cream Blended... Yum Yum

Lydia :) 0228/ 11 Sept 2010

YESTERDAY, TODAY THE SAME

For the month of August really is my PK month & of cause in September also. Time pass real fast, those moment that we been thru just like a slide show pass one by one. Yesterday was history and now we creating history... Things that we want to repeat again but is unable to repeat or turn back the time... what we do is only for a better thing...
Here goes today's story: -

Yesterday 31/08/10 Public holiday!!! Actually I'm really happy geh, but then is my boring day also.... really so boring, actually I plan to wake up at 7.30am de then I really so lazy to wake up that early just to go Jogging.. But I still manage to get up to go jogging at 11.45am, it was damn sunny day. Although is sunny, but not to that extend my skin look dark after 1 & 1/2 hour jogging.... Yesterday when I start jogging i been thinking, why i always drive here and i feel is really so easy to go up the hill? and now I using my leg to go thru the road, and it makes me feel so tired and I want to give up make a U -turn and return to home. But then when I think what I told Ah Ling I fat already and I want to keep Fit... That really make me continue my journey to the top of the hill, at that very moment I really shout out!!!!! wuhoooo i finally reach at the top!!!! Damn I really so char already, need to do more Jogging....

After Jogging, then my sister sms me ask me where am i now. When i receive this message means my sister really so boring at home, well then i reply her at home and going no where. So she say go to her house to accompany her, she so boring... Then I suggested her, want to go sing K or not? she really so excited and say when where and what time.... Means she so desperate want to go out. Suddenly I think izit really all the women after marry life will get that bored? and the husband will change thier attitude in within a second? hemmm this is a good survey in within my sister's husband!!

Three of us, Michelle, Belinda & me go to Sing K at Neway Cheras Plaza. We never been to sing K together with sisters, three of us really having a lot of fun. But as for Michelle, she a little bit pity because she see us eat and drink in front of her.... great that she can stand firm not to eat, but his son I think unable to stop thinking and looking at our temptation eating those food and drinks..... after singing, we go shopping at leisure mall. I go look for my working cloth, because one of my working cloth spoil color already... and thanks to my dad!!!! ish... nvm another cloth to be donate to charity....

Then we have dinner at our house near by, Michelle been mumbling those day want to eat Wan Tan Mee so much but STILL can't eat yesterday because the Wan Tan Mee 'zap lap' bankrap liao.... To bad she need to mumble again... lol

Yesterday another bad news that make me so angry about Adam, he ponteng school again, Yes is AGAIN!!! I was like so angry and ask him, why he ponteng school? and he give me a stupid reason 'my school shoe wet already' what stupid reason is this? I ask him, you want to be those bad boy at the street? Take drug and sleep under the bridge when you grow older? and he don't want to answer my question make me more angry, I stop at petrol station and i open back door, wanted to drag him out of the car already one. Then only he say my school shoe wet!!! Wah, although i'm not the mother, but when i hear this kind of thing it make me feel like a mother's feeling!!! I was like gosh how can this happen? How can he do that? I think he need prayer, need to pray for his obedience. Useless always pray & fasting, just wasting his own energy only... but don't give up too soon as if you give up on him, he will be like outside's those 'san fan' like no house one....

And I have a weird dream, so funny. I dream of Ean from Hitz.fm morning crew!!!! lol he is chating with me and we share a lot of thing!!! Gosh I really think too much already, never in my life dream of ppl who is not related one de lo!!! some more the face show so obviously, when i wake up i just keep on smilling. Because is so ridiculous to have this kind of dream... the funniest thing is, he was in the dream then suddely go to Ean there pulak!! I think because my alarm clock got his sound, then he go into my dream.... lol it time to wake up!!!

TAMAN PERTANIAN MALAYSIA SHAH ALAM

This was my best outing ever, the most fun & crazy thing is we cycling from 11.18am - 4.00pm.... We all gone crazy, and sister in fasting month but still she want to come join us cycling lastly she cycle until faint, just black out awhile only..... Here my exciting journey begun....

Actually I really can't wait till this day, yesterday i overnight at Ah Ling's cousin house. Before I agree with Ling to fetch her, actually i been thinking want to ask him out or not? But he already say he don't want to join. Still I sms him & ask him again whether want to join us or not for very last time (the second time only) then one word NO.... So I agree with Ling say ok I will be there you wait me la cause i want to take my cloths and stuff.

Then I finally know that puchong actually really big not just a small town, but is big enough you will get lost unless you find the sign board to KL... Then I can't sleep over there because I think a lot of thing.... I can't even stop thinking about mistake i have make previously.. I keep on think where I been make a step and make situation have change to this? Then later I think too much until I so tired already and fall asleep.

The next morning.... Yes is my day!!! cycling... yuhoooo, I really long time never cycle already. So I fetch Joanne back to Loke Yew (ma ma house) then Ling put all the thing and we make a move to Wan Shen house. Know my sister unable to come so we busy looking for some one to join us cycling, because we know if many people join sure very fun one... Then we called Esmond, Ling ask him to join us but he refuse because he never sleep whole night (like org tua) lol... Then Ling ask Edward Tham, but too bad have something else to do, and Ling ask him stick back to his plan. Then second though we think of Kit Ee & Hong Ee, who always nothing to do on sunday. So I call Kit Ee & Ling call Hong Ee, we purposely call 2 person in one time lol... Lastly all the people we search for not free..

So we depart from Wan Shen house, Zacix & Her sister talk a lot behind passenger seat. While me & Ling have nothing to chat, and listen to their conversation... Funny both of them totally treat me & Ling not in their space!! lol

We arrive at Shah Alam toll, i got a call from sister says that one of the event have cancel, so she want to join. Then I say ok, ask Brother to fetch her to Shah Alam & call me when they reach. So we continue to have our breakfast, this also because we have miss one junction. So we eat at KFC near by petrol station, we critics the meal and compare with Mc Donald. Totally lose to Mc D lo.... Prefer Mc D....

After our breakfast, we move to the place... and really so exited that we lost direction!! Then i ask ling to call Fion to ask the direction, thanks for Fion to direct us. Finally we Arrive....

Our Breakfast

While waiting Zacix... We take lot of self picture

Yeap we are still waiting Zacix...

We finally can take picture 2gether

4 Season House (Summer) from left to right: Qistina, Adam, Wan Yin, Ling, Zacix, Belinda, Michelle, Steven & Me

Feel great that i can let my brother & sister what friend i be with...

So that they won't be so worry about me :)

Lydia

BROTHER & SISTER GATHERING

I'm so happy that finally our family have this gathering

what I mean is only our brother & sister.

5 of us: Min Chow, Yi Liang, Yeeng Chow, Me & Yi Khuan

And we really have a great time together chit chat about

coming trip, we always says that at least one time travel

for a year. This is a great present for each one of us,

who always stress up in office.

Yesterday really is my most happy day in the family

well of cause not include dad & mom, not even mention

about that.

At first, i really don't know Sister (Michelle) bring Adam & Qistina

come to po po house to study,

when i reach there, I was like not really in a good mood.

because i'm in a miss of stressing up of the client's

air ticket. Then i was like i'm not really have a mood to

talk with all of you, so can you all just don't disturb me!!!

First we argue, then continue with some jokes.

So I start to tell them that I going to Taipei next year

Sept 2010, when they heard they wanted to join.

Then when we have dinner, we really have a great time

which i think long time never been into this situation before.

We all talk about some jokes then the small kids,

play with my Lucky. All this while never have

this gathering before, of cause we have la but not so complete

i means there is sure one person no show.

So this time we all have our best time ever, without grandmother.

I know I'm bad because don't want to include grandmother

but eventually is grandmother don't want to include us!!!

She always though we very naughty,

never listen to instruction just like our mom.

I hate people treat you like an enemy, like the whole

people have owe her money. What is this???

but anyway back to this story, so we all discuss that

this year we don't have any trip.

Then we say lets go for local, since we don't have budget this year

so we plan to go Port Dickson BBQ dinner. Then Older sister say

then we shall give you plan... (Me again)

well at least we really want to have brother & sister gathering

so then we continue talking about jokes. Then we say later

let's go to movie, SALT (Angelina Jolie) wow my favorite star

then they say ok, on (all of us reaction so fast)

Then at 8.00PM, grandmother back.

I wanted to call her, but her voice's attitude like we all owe her something.

When my sister ask her have you taken your dinner,

my grandma say "Dinner^?? (loud) i was in toilet also can hear

so clearly, luckily sister have reserve some dishes to her husband.

So the dishes give to po po eat, yes we know that is our fault

not even want to reserve some but we give the portion to her lo

then all of us in silents, and move to ah kor's room

because we all scared. Even i also don't want to call her "Po Po"

Then we say faster 8pm la, we all have our lapy so we plan games

Yi khuan & Ah Kor play Dota, then me, sis & elder sister

chit chat and check on the port dickson's chalet.

Finally is 8pm, So we all say lets depart. I'm fetching Adam (love to follow me very much)

we watch movie at MBO, new cinema at Desa Petaling.

Seat like old fashion, but clean and new.

The movie was fantastic, and second sister because of seating too front

she headache. Then we continue to drink tea at Hometown

about 11.30 only we go home, but guess what....

I'm wearing short pants and t-shirt to watch movie!!!

not normal short pants that "la la" wearing is hawaii short pant's

but no one cares la... as i see there no one want to see you de..

all couple & old couple & children

Yeap~ is this short pants lo!!!! last minute plan is like this de la

BIG GASTRIC VISIT

    This morning my stomach have alarm me to wake up at 2.30 am, I can really remember the time as I thought is already morning 6.00am. So I take my phone and see what time is it now, when I see the time only I start to mumble and say why is it so early alarms me to go shitting. So I have to get up and go toilet to shitting, at the mean time I think back maybe what I eat afternoon earlier have problem as one of my colleague also feel so sick after eating the chicken rice. So I stop thinking about it and keep on praying that it can end all the shitting ASAP, because I'm so tired to squat there and my leg feel so numb. So after finish my business at toilet, I proceed back to my bed and have a nice sleep. Out of sudden my stomach upper part start to alarm me again and I thought I have not finished my shitting but when I touch my upper stomach I feel cram and I know that my old friend gastric come and visit me. Last time I gastric was in form 4 and I keep it so good until yesterday damn pain. It make me unable to sleep first then start to seat at the side of the bed and hugging my stomach feel like my stomach something is going to come out. Damn pain, what I can do that time is crying lo and goes to fridge to eat some pill. But still no help at all and I start to cry and wanted to ask brother to fetch me to clinic but I think that time no clinic open. This pain has disturb my sleep from 3.30 am – 6.30am, and I can't stand just keep on make myself sleep. Forcing myself not to think about it, but sleep until 2 hours the pain start again.

    Until now my pain come and goes, like something just can't stop to make you suffer. Later, if there is a choice I hope not to see doctor as I keep on praying that my gastric friend gone. My last time being this pain when I was in Wangsa Maju also, not enough money to eat my dinner and I have to suffer some skip meal. But this time I don't understand what is going on. But anyhow, thanks to all my friend who really care for me. Especially Ruben Yap, asked me to go see doctor. But too bad that I hate doctor very much unless is necessary (or too desperate to see)

That time I really want to call him

But when I think, why should I call him

As we are only Friends….

LYDIA

TIRED DAY

    What a tired day I been, yesterday I already wrote that I been to Hiking at Broga Hill. First time in my life that I need to queue up to see the sunrise, as I say very sad that unable to see the sunrise due to weather condition.

    After a tiring hiking trip, I really so tired already. Go out with my sister really vomit blood lo, but anyway I long time never sees my niece & nephew and I miss them a lot. We shop from 2 pm to 6pm and I really can't stand I keep on complain I want to go home, but still my second sister wanted to shop her dinner dress. Most funny & embarrassing is that I fall asleep at Kenny Rogers. I really can't open my eyes straight away after my meal I sleep at the sofa. **hope there is no snoring la**

    After our lunch, we continue our shopping at Times Square and last stop is at Nichi. I love my niece so much, because she really so cute until u wanted to kiss her so much **wakakaka** she take picture have her style and so professionally. What I mean is at her age of 4 take picture with the standing style look great & sexy. Just that very wasted she is Muslim.

Finally i'm KO

SING K

Again last minute plan to sing K and i'm very excited lo, because he also joining lo!!! Glad that he really can make it. and very very very surprise that he can sing very very very well, Especially on When you say nothing at all by Ronan Keating... Omgosh!!!! i really really fall in love with him already lo! hahaha~ anyway people also won't think about me la~ silly girl hehe.. But i have a good memory picture to keep currently...
keep it as treasure

AH LAU BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

Uncle Lau finally reach at the age of 23, Wow so fast pass those years we been know each other...... Feel like our life just a short journey and awaiting to go to heaven... emmm although he say don want to celebrate but a little yam cha ceremony is enough for him. Just something we do when Ah ling birthday yet before ah ling, quincy already practiced that... Actually we though we are going to Genting... but then the Main Character don't want to go because of his girl friend tomorrow need go seat for exam and of cause i already expected this... As main character don't want to join, why are we go?



Well Fion and Ah Tan also got come but then they just come and send Chole to Tsim Thung, seat for awhile and left, because fion need to go home.... I have a bad feeling about my birthday celebration.... Because i know that no one would have plan a celebration for me, i wish to go genting but there is no one will go with me plus they will say they need to this and that. And i understand that as i'm not some one special like they have.... I'm just Lydia that hae to celebrate with lucky... T.T Anyway if i have a car which is 1.3cc and above i sure will go there once a month. But too bad that my little Viva unable to support the hills.



Kind of disappointed when think about that.... but i do pray that i will have some small surprise lo~ haizzzz

FINALY LYDIA IS BACK

Wuhooooo!!! Lydia finally back to normal… No need to worry and think about him anymore, who I think this is truly is MYSELF rather than to worry this and that. Ahahaha… I finally think that he has no feeling towards me and I know that I think too much already. Now when I think back what I felt towards him is just waste of my time, because people is not thinking about me anymore he have another people who need to think and spend with. Why I still want to be so stubborn about that? Why shall I want to know about the truth? Some times better not to know then the result have failed us. I know this is kind of escape from problem you are facing, but in fact we will maintain good friend and there is no need to embarrass anything isn't it so great to maintain two thing for both of us? Wow this is awesome that I finally think that I'm great and better…. This is new me and I think that I not wasting my time anymore.

I spend my time now only to my little lucky. And I been thinking, why should I worry about that which God have all the plan for me… and I just need to put all my faith on HIM, and I believe that Lord give me the best for me… but although sometimes he will look for me to chat my heart still beat so fast, but I think time will prove everything.

That day I go to church, and I am so excited about it because I finally have time to stay in KL and going nowhere but to service…. Hahaha I'm very excited about it. And that is the time I learn Faith/ Love / Hope…

 

By Lydia

ANOTHER WEEK PASSED

This weekend ended with normal things have happen, and i'm so exited again to go back to Church service. Already missed my service for 1 Month plus, and i really really miss the service so much.... especially when we praising God with songs, really miss all the people there.
From Monday to Friday i just keep on thinking about him and i keep on dream about the fantasy land... But after declaration yesterday with him i know that he only treat me as a sister.... And what he think is only a Brother and Sister relationship but i do enjoy the movie with him... When he put his hand behind yesterday after the movie, i really wanted to take his hand and say i hope to be your girl friend but luckily i did not because when he send me back that time i ask him usually which road you used to go home. Then he say he will used pass by Leisure Mall's road... is nearer wor...
So after all i no need to think so much right? Well at least you know this is it. and you do have memorable time with him lo.... And right now he really sad that he miss his friend from Korea so much, i do hope that he will be ok after awhile.... Need time to cure just like me....

Tired Tired and tired

First of all.... really happy that finally Anniversary dinner have come to the end....and i just want to relax but just start again a war which i need to do all the michelin's ticket..... ahhhhh faint* i though i free from that already but then suddenly Manager say you have to handle Michelin file (at the same time really have distroy my moodddddddd) haizzzz but is ok ma~ i get to go to Bali also.... Scared Scared that Melissa 'Geng Cheong' will effect me 'Gen Cheong' also because ' easily get effected.... haizzz need to learn to stand firm~ i go to bali 1 jun - 6 jun (i really don know go there for so long for what) maybe god give me an holiday as a awards of assisting in 2nd KL GB & 4th KL bb Aniversay dinner pluss enrolment.... hahaha~ kind of tired and some times update all the ticket status until 3am... don know what i do also...
Then now work at office until 9pm.... i think should be until the group depart lo~ T.T anyway i do wish that it will end sooon and i want a good rest~

Another 2 more days to go...

Finally my day have come..... just 1 more day after tomorrow, can't wait for my trip with my friends. We long time never organise a trip already, since our Phuket trip we do miss our fun although some times there is an different oppinion but we all do enjoy it lo... i don know why, when i face them i felt that they will not lie to me not like some ppl who i trust so much but they hiding something from me... well since they were not treathen me like a best friend who can share things but i do have them... my best sis hikki & ai qi..... Some times when we comes to work we do really miss the fun in our collage time. Some times when think back that time do make me release... that kind of feeling unable to explain....
Today come back from work about 7.40pm gua, and meet some of the sweet potato which i think mayb they all make the traffic so jam..... haizz now a days ppl in KL there is a lot of sweet potato growing, so i think some times just need to drive and park at miharja and take LRT would be better.
I come back from office, and i feel so boring.... same day doing same thing, i was so excited because another 2 more days i will be going to perhentian, wuhoooo shock a!!

then i do so much of wu liao geh thing... such like taking picture in bath room la, take picture with my lovly lui lui lucky.....

Fashion Show

Hehehe today we come out to discuss on our trip to Perhentian... although most of the time we eat more then talk but we also doing shopping for our coming up trip.... The trip cost us RM 480, and we purchase some cloth to wear at there. First our cloth that we buy is same which is RM13.90

look nice rite ^^v...
Then another 2 is RM 12.00 only for brand SUB~ one pink another one is blue


nice ler~ hehehe i will fast fast upload the rest in perhentian when i come back on monday 19 April!!! can't wait until that day neh!!! and ofcoz show of my fatzzz wakakaa

The Unique side of me????

Out of sudden i have mood to write blog again.... and the ideal is came from one of my friends, I ask him why u have different name every day? and he answer me that is uniqueness of his..... and i think.... Hemmmm then i should have an unique in myself that God has made i wonder what is that???? I'm very active ~ like very active? every sports that suitable me i also can play? but this some of the gils also have.... Hemmm What else that i can be so much different from others? I also don know what is my uniqueness...... tell me is you know ~

Chinese New Year 2010

3 Days of Chinese New Year have just pass like this... years by years CNY celebration does not like last time when we are still kids, we all are having a lot of fun especially when we receive 'angpao' from our relative. CNY is the part of taking angpau for those kids, besides we also well greet them. But this year it seems like places we go is lesser, because grandma's sibling is much older and god have taken them to another place which they have long lasting life there. All of us used to be a lot of talking and ofcause a lot of gambling, but this year i think all of us already at the adult stage which we do not do gamble and talks joke. Maybe a little joke la but not too over like last time. Eventualy all are very happy at the 2nd CNY because we are celebrating grandma birthday at 'Kum Lun Tai' restaurant at Sri petaling and the most importantly is that the room have karaoke leh!!!! cool leh!!! and is so much fun, because is first time we are having room booking celebration and have sing k de room leh... i having so much fun but i don know whether all of my cousin having fun or not.... cause only me & brother are taking the mic~ too bad that each song i stop until chorus there only.
CNY day 3 we plan to visit mom and also having our lunch there, we all have a lot of thing argue about during the morning. All of us have a bad mood in the morning. Then later we drive 2 car to go to my Mom there Rawang, we all have our lunch there. Suprisly that i have eat 3 bowl rice and rush to see that safe guard last episod drama... hehe ofcause we get angpau from mom, then from ah yee they all. after we finish watching safe guard we continue our CNY journey to Cheras TMN conounght to our 'Gan Ma' there, to receive angpau ma~ then we play with wesly and di di..... 2 of them are so cute~ especialy di di (german shaperd) she like to beeing chase by us and ofcause non stop runing we all play with her~ if compare with last time 2009, She so skinny already. I just want to keep playing with her, then wesly he so scared of ppl want like don want ppl to disturb him. And he already 5 years old kind of old la~ because a dog 1 yrs equavalant to 7 years old. So 4 Years means how old? count your own ba....
CNY day 4 have to get back to work already, according to our bosses that was a good day for office opening. And they have owe us our closing dinner ceremony and dont let me guess correct that when Melissa open house that time is closing dinner ceremony la~ but i defenatly will not go there, because is crush with our officers gathering ma..... anything i will put GB first than any other events especially if compare to office event. Becuase i feel so boring of beeing treaten like doll to do this and that, just one day that i wasn with them other than 5 days need to see them in the office. all the fake faces already feel boing to see, infront they treat you so good but when at the back they probably crticing you also still treat them as a good friends. This all of us will not know unless they themself who talk know & of cause God's know. Feel so boring work here, operation is not fun at all & totally not suit me lo!!! i want to work as stewardress to flow there n here and i want to do something adventures, just that i don have kaki only ma!!! if not i would rather go all around the world to explore and ofcause we need saving..... Haizzz i want to save money to go to Ah kor there so that i can play snow, do snow man and ofcause sleep at the snow there and do wiper ahahahha!!!! a lot of fun thing can do with snow leh!!!! i need to save save and save at least i got RM 5k - 7k to go there. accomodation can save coz bro at there ma, then i can save some eat mayb!!!! just save some money for play wakakaka~

so this is end of my CNY story lo!!! will continue write for GB cny tours and officers dinner at Prescilla open house.... hahaha

Dreams Wedding.....

I believe every woman in the world will have not stop dreaming about marry after they reach 25 years old. They wish to have a wonderful family and of cause a very wonderful wedding ceremony. In every girl's dream they will like to make it as grand as it can be and of cause they need some budget to make it so. Some times they even need to think about some of their side of perents approval. For me i would like my wedding held in beach ceremory which we can invite past or to that trip with all of our family member. and one the stage, i would like to put one piano to play by my cousin..... Romantic hor.... but never have this chances because there is no budget to get this kind of wedding unless they are the celebrities....
I am so disappointed on malaysia's islamic, they all so selfish which they think that ALLAH only can used by Islam but hey try to think about it before you all protest about this can you all search the historical of this thing? are ALLAH really only mean for Islam used? do you all know what ALLAH mean? ALLAH = al illahi means GOD AL means one, why do Malay bible wrote ALLAH? means one GOD (ALLAH) thats is why malay bible will have this world. Here is not all are muslim and some of them are Christian. Before even think about protest, dear all uncle i believe that you all are not BUTA HURUF rite? you all can read rite? CAn you all please serch the History which the ALLAH means? ans does that apply only for muslim? PLease do not protest as PM say 1 malaysia.... Honestly if i not a malaysian i'm outsider and when i saw news saying that Allah is only mean for ISLAM i sure will say bull shit lo do you all get what i mean? Not just that i will laugh until i stomachache do you know why? DON call your country AS 1 MALAYSIA which there is one bunch of group that protesting about using the ALLAH!! I'm very angry not because we want to win of the name, is because the selfishness of the islamic that they think ALLAH is only muslim can used. If this issue out of the country i think there is no one want to support MALAYSIAN as those islam are so selfish and will not think of the value of QURAN. if you all are real muslim they will not protest, they will pray.
Do you know why there is no Christian protest about this thing? Because we do believe in Prayer where muslim not. They always says things which is not believing thier own God, they act not according GOD's will but according to thier own will, their own power. I'm not saying that this country is bad, but try to look into the matter. Does they think properly before they protest? does this you Quran teach you all to Protest? Does Quran say ALLAH is only mean for MUSLIM? does your Quran say protest? Does your Quran say please burn all the churches? Please la you all doing this make us fellow friends thinks that you have no faith on your own GOD we will laugh and make this as case study, always put your faith into your own GOD believe in HIM he will make a way for you.....
our bible verse John 17:6-24 -
6 "I have revealed your name to the men you gave me out of the world. They beloged to you, and you gave them to me, and they have obeyed your word. 7Now they understand that everything you have given me comes from you, 8 because i have given them the words you have given me. They accepted them and really understand that i came for you, and they believed that you sent me. 9I am praying on behalf of them . I am not praying on behalf of the world, but on behalf of those you have given me,because they belong to you. 10Everything i have belongs to you, and everything you have belongs to me, and i have been glorified by them. 11I am no longer in the world, but they are in the world, and i am coming to you. Holy Father, keep them safe in your name that have given me, so that they may be one just as we are one. 12When i was with them i kept them safe and watched over them in your name that you have given me. Not one of them was lost except the one destined for destruction, so that the scripture could be fulfilled. 13But now i am coming to you, and u am saying these things in the world, so they may experience my joy completed in themselve. 14I have given them your word, and the world has hated them, because they do not belong to the world, just as i do not belong to the world. 15I am not asking you to take them out of the world, but that you keep them safe the evil one. 16They do not belong to the world just as i do not belong to the world. 17Set them apart in the truth. 18Just as you sent me into the world, so i sent them into the world. 19And i set myself apart on their behalf, so that they too may be truly set apart. 20"i am not praying only on their behalf, but also on behalf of those who believe in me through their testimony, 21that they will all be one, just as you Father, are in me and i am in you. I pray that they will be in us, so that the world will believe that you sent me. 22the glory you gave to me i have given to them, that they may be one just as we are one- 23I in them and you in me - that they may be completely one, so that the world will know that you sent me and you have loved them just as you have loved me. 24"Father, i want thoseyou have given me to be with me where i am, so that you gave me because you loved me before the creation of the world.
Hope you all get the message of the God.
I do hope that this protest will end quickly as they notice what they do were wrong.
thanks,
Bible verse ~ message of GOD
and my own blog ~ by Lydia... :p